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Have you ever had something happen to you, or been in a situation, or waiting nervously for something and been so worried about it that you just pretend it's not there?
Like, you fully understand the seriousness of the whole thing, but it's so terrifying that you choose to somehow know it's there, yet take all emotion out of it to stop yourself from freaking out?
I think it's safe to say,

but I think I'll just carry on reassuring myself it's not an issue and won't turn into a much larger issue. If you see me at school or whereever and you feel like reminding me this, that would be great and appreciated a lot.